Iv gone back and forth with whether we should find out the gender of the baby! In the past I have been told "its a girl" and went out an bought all pink stuff, only for baby to be born... and well he is Lucian who turns four tomorrow.
then with my next baby, I found out again surly they wont be wrong two times. had 9 ultrasounds with different doctors all of them said girl. at birth....nope he was a boy! so you see my dilemma. with my first they said girl and I could see she was a girl with my youngest he was clearly a boy.
so a bundle of nerves I handed my husband the card my midwife gave me when I asked about ultrasounds and told him to call and make an appointment.
"it is set for august 8th!" he said.
I sat there for a minute and did the math..."but....ill be 20 weeks then..." and I was ok with that.... id be further along its more accurate that way......no no I wasn't ok with that. there were girls in my online forums finding out at 14 weeks! no I need to know as soon as possible!
so I called back and asked if they could get me in before 20 weeks, and the lady was very sweet, she said "well we can tell you gender any where from 14 weeks on,"i stopped her right there I wanted to be a little bit further along but I didn't want to wait till august but I didn't want it to be so early that it could still be wrong "ok how is about July 11th?" she asked and I quickly did the math in my head, that sounds good ill be 16 weeks +1 day. eeeek!! I don't have to wait till august!!
I was just tickled I'm so excited to see my belly dweller!
so many people now a days are doing gender reveal parties with colored cakes and balloons in a box. but I think this is something I want to find out while no one is looking at my face im not saying I will be disappointed if its not the gender I want .... but I might be for a second and need a moment to recompose myself. because you know I will be judged if I am disappointed by not getting the gender I wanted. and I do I have a gender in mind that I want. I'm not ashamed to say that this is my last baby. so I want this baby to be what... well I want. and people think you should just say " I don't care as long as baby is healthy. of cores I want baby to be healthy. just because you want one gender doesn't mean you don't want the baby to be healthy... and I will be happy to be having a baby at all doesn't mean I didn't want what I want.
so I am ecstatic to be finding out what the belly dweller is! July 11th! send me positive vibes! and happy thoughts!
I do hope you will subscribe and share in this experience with me!
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